I have been putting off for days to photograph myself with just a bra and nickers! I finally bit the bullet today and did it. I knew I would get the shock of my life but nothing prepared me for the utter devastating emotion that I am feeling right now. To face it head on is so confronting but know I now why clothes don't fit, my body is so out of proportion..I am so embarrrassed!! Well I have done it and the photos are safely stored on a USB key until I am comfortable sharing them, which now I am no where near comfortable! I need time to digest what I look like in reality. I feel like hiding in a corner! but that's literally what I have been doing! Hiding behind those black pants like I am invisible!, so I don't have to face it! I can hide no longer I must get out of those dreaded Black Pants forever! I will take a photo in my black pants and post that soon.. I need to see a photo of myself in those black pants to face up to the fact I have to get off my arse and loose this weight!
I bought a ' training watch' and it arrived yesterday!! Can I bring my self to measure myself today.. I shall try....
You will be glad you took the photos when you have lost weight. You are doing something about it which is the important thing.
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